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[ReamusLQ]

well, I didn't really want to interrupt them... k:

No, I walked away because I'm scared of myself when I'm angry. I don't remember if I told people this before, but I can have a really bad temper, and explode if I lose control. I've only lost control once, but it resulted in me breaking a guys nose and cheek bone, smashing five of his ribs, and loss of a lot of blood. I still loved my ex, the lady that she was, so I just walked away to brood where I could not hurt anyone but myself. When they came out I just looked at them both and said "...leave...just...go..." Later that night my wall and bed took a beating from me, and I punched the wall so hard my fist broke through the dry wall, the insulation, and the outside wall so for about a week I had this huge hole that went from my bedroom to the outside.

I just didn't want to hurt them, and I considered myself better than them. You people say you would do these things, and I would think I would do the same things too (be pissed off angry screaming etc.) but until you get into that situation, you never really know, and from what I've experienced and heard, what you really do in that situation is not what you would have thought.