arete |
03-06-2010 07:19 PM |
Ugh, i'm going through a phase where i can't focus on one particular thing - my mind's loose from its moorings and drifting all over the place. In addition I feel frustrated and sick. In two days I've phoned half the donors i should be able to phone in one. I'm too distracted by every little thought to remember what I'm doing at any given point. And the short term memory loss is quite bad. Last week feels like months ago and months ago feels like last week. I have no sense of time passing - it's like I'm trapped outside time, forever, and everything else just carries on without me. And no one can hear me at all. It's like a nightmare, and people just can't understand. It's like you're travelling through black space, and it's going on forever. The boredom is incredible, and you've watched so many inflight movies that they've all become predictable. Or is it just the false sense of deja vu? I've been here before? When? Can't remember. Ugh. Night, peeps. Or gud morning. Timezone fail strikes again :/
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